You're worth losing my self esteem.

So, at the moment I am SUPER tired/busy/grumpy/sick/sleepy/cranky/unhappy.

Last night was the AP Fall Ball. You know, The Academy Is..., Mayday Parade, You Me At Six. This was planned since the middle of summer.

All of a sudden, the night before the concert, our ride (friend's sister) fails because it's "too far away" and the friend's parents wouldn't let her sister drive us.

VMAKLSHCJLAKGDJASHVACJSFF. Her parents can't take us, nor mine, nor her nanny nor mine. And even more frustrating is the fact that this is the same venue as the Owl City concert waaaay back when, and yeah, it was also a school night. Yeah, it was a whole hour away (:O SO FAR), but my daddy took us out there dammit! I don't know, I'm kind of upset that her family just flaked on us.

NEEDLESS to say, I am VERYYY bummed about this. This is the second time in a row I've missed seeing TAI... That's not okay! So my night sucked.

Meanwhile, TENNIS HAS CONSUMED MY LIFE. I have time for nothing else. School is barely even there. I have little to no homework all the time. It's just tennis tennis tennis tennis. If it's not a match, it's a practice. Or a tournament and it is seriously draining me. I don't get enough sleep every night (no time) to be playing hard every day.

Then, this week i was/am sick.

Also, I'm having a tough time having a social life when every possible time people can hang out I HAVE TENNIS. I swear, half the time I miss lunch! I can't even hang out with friends then! Then I leave school early and I can't hang out with people after school which is usually a good time. Then of course i have tennis after school nearly always so that's never an option. Then this weekend I have tennis all day tomorrow and a BBQ on Sunday so I can't do ANYTHING. I'm seeing Spamalot tomorrow night so I can't do anything then.

Garrrrr. I'm VERY stressed out and VERY tired and VERY unhappy.

I come home and FTSK have posted a new song -She Likes -, the release of which I have been anticipating for AGES. I'd listen to the little sample of it over and over. Needless to say it brightened my mood and I'm at least much happier now.

For some reason Forever the Sickest Kids can always make me happy and take some weight off my shoulders. It's strange, but I wouldn't change it for anything. I can't wait to see these boys December 5.

Oh, and also, Runner Runner FI-NAH-LEE posted "Unstoppable", which they play at every show and have never released. So thank god for that!

ANYWAYS. Purpose of this was: let Liana rant for a bit to get it off her chest, then you can listen to two FANTASTIC songs and ignore all of what she said.

YAY. FOR FTSK. Which rhymed.